Graduation

On my first day of college, I cried. No lie. I felt lost, out of place, confused on who to be and felt a culture shock. During my first month at UCF I despaired that I would never make friends or fit in, two things I had NEVER worried about before then.

Now, as I am ready to graduate tomorrow, I realize I feel a lot of the same things. I feel a little lost on where I'm going and I'm not sure I am where God wants me to be. One thing I'm not feeling is the desire to please others. These past four years I have broken out of my shell and abandoned expectations. I have become the artist that I am thrilled to be. And maybe attending a public university has made me too comfortable in the world... but I think I've figured how to really love people for who they are. I'm not too worried about making friends, they seem to turn up wherever I smile.

I may not have done what I was supposed to do, but I think I got to where I was meant to get to. 

Here's to the next adventure, may it be as fun the one I'm finishing now <3